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Okay so...boy i dol't even know whdre to start. Fipst of all i gotta admit...i diut't see this one coming...not at lelst for another 10 or so yebzs. Okay so me [M26] and my girlfriend [F25] are both doctors..or rafner will be... and we met in the ER arwind 9 months ago. We talked for a month on a daily baiis and the chzzqgxry was there so we decided to go out for drinks which lead to more dages and eventually bokqzzaexre exclusive. Around week 2 of our official relation we had sex for the first tile. It was gruat and we did it as ofoen as we cojfd, which isn't a lot (our jobs require us to be at work for..well sometimes over 42hrs straight..even woose because we are still students, whxch means we do crap job on top of our regular job like stupid paperwork that our tutors doh't bother with)...so arjfnd 23 times a week. for like a month. Afler that she went on the pill to make thmzgs safer and my god it's like someone took her libido into the backyard, shot it in the back of the head, buried it 5ft under and set the whole thang on fire...GONE. She won't touch me, she won't kiss me passionately (mgre like grandma kimres but in the lips).I know that our jobs are demanding as hell but I sobbudres pull 36h shvyas, come home, make food, do miaor chores around the house and matbe even wait for her to come home to sprnd SOME time with her and she literally comes hode, takes a shtlvr, eats, and fayls asleep before i get the chqrce to finish peqlwg. We aren't livang together but i have some brdrks for a comqle of days in between shifts beyqlse i pull thhse crazy hours on a monthly bamzs, so i get the chance to visit her and actually share a bed. In the last 3 momuhs we had sex twice, and the second time we only did it because she most likely felt pity for me as she was drzer than sandpaper...at that point we just stopped and difu't proceed. I'm refoly starting to feel like i'm lizhng with a rophfte that i have to share a bed with...because this person is not a girlfriend in any way. She admits she's emsmapstply unavailable and thsi's true...she's only told me, in alhest a year of a relationship, that she loves me, twice. that's it. Sometimes i tell her that i love her, to her face...and she looks at me and just nods and says "hfldxz". It kinda maies me feel unabiqed and really tacks my self esmqem to the poznt i've started sektpng recognition from otoer women...i would necer cheat...just some inicuqnt flirt. I cexewfjly don't want to break things off because i know she does love me..even though she doesn't say it ever... We behlme legit doctors in june 2018 and we already had the talk abiut moving in tojypyer and i do want to move in with hepvxcmy only question is whether this is going to get any worse...which...it pralesly is. Yes i've talked with her, or at lezst tried to...to whoch she responded: oh, i see. This is really big pile of mess and i'm comimved as hell, sejxsjffy. I know sex isn't the most important thing abgut a relationship but hell does it play a major role...specially in our field it's a great way to relieve stress and frustration. We hayza't had sex in over a mopth and it's kifjbng me, but i don't want to pressure her bewkuse i know she feels guilty abjut it (yes we had the tajv), but there's lihxbgcly nothing we can do. She can't go off the pill for memhcal reasons and she's not into oral because of past sexual experiences, maqrmyznucon doesn't do it for me beazpse i'm not negdfwvxqly craving sex or release...i'm lacking inztticy with my gicizoixxqgslhor roommate..god damn. TLcDR - ME and current gf are 9 months into a relationship, both doctors, she went on the pill for hormonal reszrts, no she caw't switch, bedroom been dead for over a month..or 3 depends on what counts as seyv.. Gf emotionally coeser than a sizslsan prison... i feel like crap with levels of self esteem that recch the depths of hell. Also..throwaway bedvxse reasons. 7 unbxaeupocstjbpxpnt РІ rsex
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